Dear You, I want to tell you about every experience I've learned and I want to share with you, here I proudly call you as my future. I bumped into someone from my past who once I fell for. I was in love with her. But as she said distance, clash, communication and dissonance just made the feeling slowly gone. All of the sudden I felt like sharing my current feeling for someone who I am having a crush on, here in the senior high, because she makes me assume that we do have the same feeling for each other, but really I don't want to expect too much. She wrote me his honest words on why that time our relationship did not work. I’ve tried so hard. But I realized that I was not senstive and I am not a good man. So that's the end of the story. But you know what, I think it makes me foster my own hatred. Poor me.
She is still a very nice girl and now happy with her life. I ever thought “am I puppeted? am I played?” hell with that, I don’t really care about. She said blablabla, but actually she did it herself. I always wrong. Okay. Seems totally backwards, right? She left a million scars. I then got up and rise my soul as what my best friend said “Don’t be sad, you just have pity her. She just lost someone who loves her most, whereas you just lost someone who doesn’t love you”. Believe it or not that words that made me get up and wiped all of tears.
If you are reading this letter, it is because you may become my wife one day. Lately, my mind and my heart have been filled with thoughts of you and the family that we will one day share. I wonder where you are and what you are doing. Are you dating someone? Relationships have become so pressure filled, haven’t they? I mean, guys and girls alike treat dating as if they were married, expecting an instant commitment and sometimes act strange. I’ve heard that it’s easier to share your body than it is your soul.
The temptations we face are real and I know how hard it can be to stay chaste. I’ve been tempted too, but then I think of you and how I want our wedding night to be perfect. Maybe that’s why I wanted to write to you, to tell you that I am real. At some point in our future, our paths will cross, and we will eventually spend our lives together in marriage. Think about it. You were made to be loved , unconditionally loved, and that’s how I promise to love you. Where you have been before today, well…that’s all in the past, and that’s where it should stay. Maybe you had no idea that I was here. But now you know, and how you live your life from today forward matters to me a great deal.
To a lot of people it may seem totally crazy that I’m asking someone (randomly, because I don't know who excatly you are) to think of our future. They would tell you to live for the moment. I’m all for living in the present, but thinking about the future can help you avoid decisions that may alter your future.. our future. I want you to experience life, figure out about who you are. Take advantage of this time in your life to learn everything that you can.
Becoming a man is so difficult. I try to earn my manhood by compromising my values. I won’t compromise you and my family. Thinking about fault, hatred, anger, loneliness and any negative life will only serve to keep me a little boy who can’t control myself. I want to be a man whose strength lies in his virtue, his character, and his ability to be an example at work, at play, and most importantly in our home. A real man knows how to love completely, with his mind, heart, body, and soul. This may sound like a lot to ask of you, but it will all be worth it. I will love you completely. I can promise you that, dear.
You need to know that I’m waiting for you. If there is one thing that I have learned through my dating experiences, it’s that you are worth waiting for. My heart, mind, soul, and body were made for you. We will complete each other in the most profoundly beautiful imaginable way.
From today forward, are you going to wait for me? Like I said, where you have been is in the past, but where you are going will affect our future. I need to know that you have learned a self control. I need to know that you think I am worth waiting for. I need to know that you are a woman who respects man. The man you are dating right now, or are going to date soon, may be someone else’s future wife, and I need to know that you understand and respect that.
Real love is not a temporary feeling or emotion. Emotions and feeling change, sometimes daily. But true, unconditional love is constant. Someone said to me, “She knows I’m not perfect and she still loves me. She’s my best friend who'll be my wife soon.” How cool is that? That’s what I want. I want you to feel totally free to be you when you’re with me.
Please read this often. Think of me often. I’m thinking of you. I can’t wait to meet you. I can’t wait to spend my life loving you. Thanks for waiting for me. I promise it will be worth the wait, my future wife.
With Love,
Your Future Husband
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